Orange Gramma Car

I had an epiphany today. I will never pass another car because they are going slow.

I was heading out to watch the boys this morning, and I was about to pass this very slow gramma car, going about 40 instead of 60. Then, it dawned on me. I'm stuck behind this car for a reason, and I'm not going to pass it.

We so often try to change our fate, almost every second of the day. If I had passed that car, who knows what could of happened, but I happened to have met that car at the same time of the day. Maybe nothing would of happened, but maybe I would of gotten in a serious accident.

We are all in a hurry, and life is a rush. Don't rush.

The Thrill Starts Here

There are three things for certain in this life. Death, Taxes, and Laundry. Laundry never ends, ever. Especially if you live with a man. The laundry basket resides right next to them, yet their clothes end up living on the floor eternally.

Sweet Tea is my daily fix, as soon as I take a sip I close my eyes and swallow and I'm all ready to go! I haven't been getting them religiously as I used to, but I got one today, and it is amazing.

Landin must be going through a stage, the stage of no and uh-huh. The stage of, "I'm trying the whole cry to get what I want thing". It's not working out so well for him.

Noah is old enough to know how to play Mario Kart on Wii. I guess it's good for him, kids who play video games are smarter than kids who don't, it's a fact you know. It keeps him busy atleast.

I am about to clean out my messy vehicle. My once, gorgeous, pristeen, white vehicle. My vehicle that now is comprised of trash and dirt, and more trash and more dirt. I will feel very accomplished once I clean it. Cleaning, it's all I do. Hopefully when I have children they will pick up on that, Landin loves to clean, it's cute.

Resolutions

I decided I would have more than one resolution this year. I promise to stop being a sex addict and smoking meth. lmao JUST KIDDING. That's me. ha. Uhm, I want a membership to the Y. I'm not nearly as in shape as I used to be. I wanted to skateboard alot in town by the time summer comes, and take the boys to the park also, but I forgot I will have an infant I have to watch by that time also, bah humbug. I hope it's not a Hadley or Natalie. Anyways, so I'm going to go to the Y, and get back in shape. And, scrapbook with Sharon as much as possible. Pictures might be my favorite thing ever.

I'm Jumpin' Up, I'm Four Days Old

I hear the sound of an airplane, fake airplane, sounds pretty realistic though. Boys are all dressed and ready to go eat out somewhere out of town, I look like a bum in my sweatpants and happy hips shirt. Sharon's Birthday Today, woohaw! I'm not sure how old she is, doesn't matter though, you are as old as you want to be. I'm four days old. =)

Day After My First Christmas Away From My Fam

So, Christmas without my mom, dad, and sister wasn't all that bad. The only time I got sad is when everyone was ripping through gifts Christmas Eve and nobody was paying attention to anybody. But, christmas morning when my nephews Noah and Landin, came down the stairs to their tunnel tent and santa gifts, made it all better.

It's amazing how kids can make you so happy at times just because they are kids, and do kid things. Other times you want to play Michael Jackson and hang them over a balcony railing.

But, all in all kids are my favorite. And christmas morning with kids is my favorite. Their faces light up with joy, even though the night before they refuse to go to sleep.

I wish I had the priviledge of taking naps. I SO take back all of those times in kindergarten when I was given the opportunity to take a nap at school, ahh...again, to be a kid.

I wish kids could be grown ups first, Benjamin Buttons. And, see the fortunacey (my new word) of being children, and embrace warm strawberry milk in a sippy cup and someone wiping their butt and lathering it in powder.

Rambling, now. Christmas was awesome, pretty awesome for being without my parentals, as awesome as it could be. I could't be anywhere else and feel as home as I do here with my second family, that's not even related to me, but just as awesome as blood.

Now, I'm enjoying down time with my neighbors, as Will enjoys playing call of duty 2 and I eat sopapillas and lose my ability to breathe like I'm 19 years old, feeling as if I smoked 5 packs of cigarettes in an hour. What I'm trying to say is, I ate too much fried dough and my chest is tight. But, they're sooo good.

Good night all, be safe. December 26, 2009. 5 More days of 2009. Geez, this is depressing. The years go by really fast these days.

-Most people are other people. (Oscar Wilde)